I have somewhat accepted the idea that our existence is made up of nothing more than the clash and collection of elements that foster from colliding nebula. No higher purpose than the one we give ourselves and to follow suit as a microscopic step in the length of the universe. I’m happy with this, it reassures me that our lives aren’t meant to be taken so seriously
I know I used to be excited to go back to Corpus, but I hate leaving everything here at home the way it is. Even though there’s not much I can do about things, I feel like I haven’t done enough, I feel like I’ve just let things slip by, and was never able to mend things, it was never my job, but I still feel like that wasn’t any excuse. Things are done…. and change kinda sucks sometimes. Childhood is done, images of the past are lost in the wash of the present, and we can’t survive without the persistence to push forward into an ambiguous future, that seems to loose meaning as we get closer… but to be honest with you, im okay with a loss of meaning, in a way it kind of comforts me, reminds me to not take these steps forward so seriously…. haha, welcomely comforting.
Apparently he was walking around in Austin and someone recognized him from Plano, and said that he saw our band play at rocksteady, and that our old band rue fatal played the best rage cover he ever heard, “he like just walked up to me, and was like didn’t you play in rue fatal I was like yeah man, he said that was the best local show he saw” (greg’s text)
Holy shit dude! How often do you hear that! Haha I couldn’t believe anybody still remembered us except for… Us haha
this game is driving me crazy, I don’t know how long I can yell at Rayden’s dumbass (I’ve made the resolution to beat all the classic mortal kombat games (1-3) with every character before the new one comes out, i think I’ll have gone insane once it’s all over haha :)
“tolerance is no doubt a virtue- a tolerant person can live in peace with those who see things differently. But nothing about tolerance requires us to say that all beliefs, all religions, and all social practices are equally admirable. On the contrary, if we did not think that some things were better than others, there would be nothing for us to tolerate.” - James Rachels (the elements of moral philosophy) :-)
Sometimes I get tired of writing on tumblr (hahah like I write much anyway). Snow’s really pretty and stuff, but I really wish it hadn’t snowed today. It just doesn’t feel right if that makes sense. Or at least I don’t feel right in the snow. I feel like retreating to corpus, but that’s all it would be, retreating, not saying it’s a bad thing but that’s not what I want to do. I know what I’m doing feels weird, and inappropriate. But, it’s what I need to do. I don’t want a single regret, if anything ever went wrong, I want to know I was there 100%, and that I never sacrificed intimacy for security. It’s something I need to require of myself as a person, friend, and other
Batman, Robin, Batgirl, Superman, Gambit, Barbarella, Ironman, Captain America, Thor, The Hulk, Cyclops, The Incredibles, Radioactive man, Fall out boy (milkhouse version), Wonder Woman, The Flash, Captain Atom, Aeon Flux, Wolverine, Invisible Woman, Human Torch, Professor X, Chapulin Colorado, The Darkness, Ben (FF), Hellboy, He-Man, Freakazoid, Silver Surfer, Witchblade, Spiderman, Mandrake, Mighty Man, Green Lantern, Falcon, Atom Ant, The Phantom, Storm (Xmen), Birdman, Aquaman, Iceman, Captain Marvel, Space Ghost, Blade, Blue Falcon, Dynomutt, Flash Gordon, Bartman, TMNT Raphael, TMNT Leonardo, TMNT Donatello, TMNT Michelangelo, Plastic Man, Duffman The punisher, Dare Devil, Hawkman, Black Vulcan, Zorro, Hancock.
Everything has been good, it’s what I think it should be, but it doesn’t feel like what I thought it would be. hahah once again I’m sitting here complaining about the good state of things. maybe I just like to find something to fight about.
Is it weird to want me time, but not want to be alone at the same time?
the funniest show ever conceived, when Ren freaks out and gets mad is ALWAYS the best part…….. goddamn I love this show! ahah
okay so mull this over if you want, but… I’ve really believed in anarchist ideals for awhile, I still do (and i know there’s plenty of taboo and moronic ideas floating around anarchism too). And I don’t know why, but today I had realized that anarchism, like socialism, and christianity, etc. may be nothing more than a fools dream. I feel like all these ideas are different structures for an imperfect/perfect world, none of which are realistically possible, due to the fearful and inevitable corruption that is soon to follow the successful creation of one of these institutions. Though I do believe they all share a thread (if not multiple ones) that do reflect the potential of a more beautiful society (stressing that beauty is seen through one’s own perception). So I guess my next day dreaming adventure will involve something like, a government based on anarchist ideals? Contrasting concept, but let me know what you think if you’re interested?
